flatteries: (and i'll find strength in pain)
a man for flowers ✿ ( INIGO ) ([personal profile] flatteries) wrote in [personal profile] blitzcheer 2020-10-25 01:39 pm (UTC)

just in case cw: some vague depression themes

[ Although he doesn't mention anything about it out loud, Inigo shakes his head a little at the apology. Not to reject it, but more to just say 'no need to apologize'. He hadn't blamed Tidus for it for a moment, knew that the other had reasons to not want to be there. Not to mention that Tidus readily accepted him the moment Inigo came over to him for some comfort. That meant just as much.

But Tidus's question drags Inigo's mind momentarily back to the present, making him look slightly awkward. ]


No, it's just.. [ His voice trails off, unsure of how to word it, and he pulls his knees up to his chest. ] I was emotional. I said some things I probably shouldn't have said.

[ He realises that's still a little vague. Still explains absolutely nothing. So he sighs, tries again.

His voice is more quiet as he speaks this time. ]
I told them that I wished there was some way to make it stop hurting all the time. And that sometimes I'm so tired of it all that I don't know what I'm still going on for.

[ Inigo made sure to not look directly at Tidus as he said any of it, though he glances in his direction now, just a bit. ]

But that's not exactly a fair thing to tell anyone. Of course they had no idea what to say. What would they even be supposed to say to something like that? "Alright, Inigo"? I probably just made them feel bad.

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