[ It's like he truly doesn't know what to say. Doesn't know what to do when he basks in Tidus's light. It's the kind of thing Inigo usually provides for other people - unwavering support, the brightest of smiles - but isn't quite as used to having it turned upon him this heavily.
Is he even worth it? Even Tidus bringing up Yuna. Someone so, so important to him. Someone who must still have left a raw space in his heart. (He's right though, isn't that exactly like Inigo? Having prepared yourself for a specific fate, only for it to shift multiple times, rapidly, and having no idea what to do with it.) ]
I don't know if I can. [ It took Yuna about two years, Tidus says.
How long will it take Inigo? Will he ever even get there? He doesn't even feel like an actual person when he thinks about himself.
Inigo doesn't drop his gaze from the other's. Doesn't pull his hands out of Tidus's. Tidus is right there too. It is scary.
He's terrified, even as he looks at that smile that feels like the sun basking down on him. ]
But it'd.. it'd be pretty unfair to just say 'I won't do it' when you're being so nice about it.
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[ It's like he truly doesn't know what to say. Doesn't know what to do when he basks in Tidus's light. It's the kind of thing Inigo usually provides for other people - unwavering support, the brightest of smiles - but isn't quite as used to having it turned upon him this heavily.
Is he even worth it? Even Tidus bringing up Yuna. Someone so, so important to him. Someone who must still have left a raw space in his heart. (He's right though, isn't that exactly like Inigo? Having prepared yourself for a specific fate, only for it to shift multiple times, rapidly, and having no idea what to do with it.) ]
I don't know if I can. [ It took Yuna about two years, Tidus says.
How long will it take Inigo? Will he ever even get there? He doesn't even feel like an actual person when he thinks about himself.
Inigo doesn't drop his gaze from the other's. Doesn't pull his hands out of Tidus's. Tidus is right there too. It is scary.
He's terrified, even as he looks at that smile that feels like the sun basking down on him. ]
But it'd.. it'd be pretty unfair to just say 'I won't do it' when you're being so nice about it.