No. [ The tears threaten to fall again, lining his eyelids as he hears Inigo try and take some of the blame. An arm wraps around Inigo's back, and he crowds his head back close to Inigo's collarbone, near to his chest; letting himself just be close to him, even if he really can't look at him like this.

But that's not important. He's here - he's here. ]

Don't. You... you didn't want to go. I kept thinking...the train would leave you. [ He struggles to talk around his tightening throat, the pain in there by his adam's apple. Every recollection of that time painful, to remember what could have been. ]

I tried everything... the train wouldn't answer us. It kept- it felt like it kept trying to leave. I was scared...

[ The grows become a whisper, but not intentionally. Tidus swallows, trying to recover his voice. ]

I was scared we'd leave you. And everyone. Jingyi... he was right in front of me, and the train knocked him out.

[ And then the train kept going, kept trying to leave, or seeming to. Having the carriages rock and shake, having no clue or answer as to what was going on, no ability to do a single thing. ]