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Tidus ([personal profile] blitzcheer) wrote2020-04-28 11:07 am
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flatteries: (and i won't let you choke)

[personal profile] flatteries 2020-10-30 07:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Coming back down from his dancing high to regular Inigo levels - because honestly, even though it feels embarrassing to admit to himself by now, it felt good to be able to full on dance again like that, practically elating - he can feel his face start to grow very, very pink as Tidus's reaction dawns upon him. He has to resist shoving his hands in front of his face in the most childish possible attempt to hide.

But it's not all bad. Honestly, it's.. it's nice to be praised, especially for something he loves, but at the same time he has absolutely zero ideas on how to deal with it. ]


W--Well, not on the train! [ He may have tried to sneak in a few moments of practice on specific missions where he was able to have some privacy, but really, even that hasn't been much. ] I.. I, uh, I used to practice back home.. sometimes.. but it's been a while, and that most likely made me look super rusty, and, and--!

[ He's just nervously rambling now.

Trying to get the nervous energy in him to calm down, Inigo quickly sits down to feel a little less ridiculous. ]


You didn't think it was bad?
flatteries: (i used to feel it too)

[personal profile] flatteries 2020-10-31 03:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's all still a little overwhelming. Inigo nervously pulls a hand through his hair, trying to come to terms with the fact that someone likes his dancing. And that said someone is also a person whose opinion is pretty important to Inigo, on top of it all.

He's so lost in the thought that he's pretty sure he misses some words in the middle there, only glancing back at Tidus at those last few words. ]


Huh? Uh.. Yes, I can think up dances, but.. are you really sure no one is going to come up here? I really don't want anyone on the train to see this.

[ Especially not some specific people. LOOKING AT YOU, RENO. ]
flatteries: (i etched a face of a stopwatch)

[personal profile] flatteries 2020-10-31 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
That's..

[ A little embarrassing too, still. Not that he wouldn't trust both of them with his life. And Taiki even knows about this secret too - though he mentioned it so casually in passing that he thinks the other may not even understand just how important it is to him.

But they both know. And they're both kind. They won't make fun of him.

So Inigo slowly nods, looking surprisingly vulnerable. ]


.. okay. I really trust both of you. So I-- I'd like that, if you guys wouldn't mind.
flatteries: (she said i know what you're scared of)

[personal profile] flatteries 2020-11-01 11:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ There's very little to doubt about those words. If Taiki and Tidus have shown him anything, it's that they'd support anything he does. ]

I would feel comfortable with you guys. Or.. well, more than I would with anyone else. [ Since he'll still have to get used to the idea of dancing in front of anyone. But the idea of it being them sure is less scary than anyone else on the train.

Though he extends an arm to gently - very, very gently - shove Tidus. Just a bit. ]


You need to find something you'd like to do too though, alright? [ This is the problem with Tidus mostly being into more active things that require more space! ] I'd feel bad if you were just wasting time here for my sake.
flatteries: (there's no logic in your sadness)

[personal profile] flatteries 2020-11-01 08:22 pm (UTC)(link)
.. and how many of those things don't involve you running all over the place?

[ It's a tease, sure, but it's a very gentle one. And at the very least it makes Inigo smile a bit again as he looks at his friend. ]

I mean, if you can't think of anything else, you could help me with the music. I want to be able to dance to all sorts of music, but most of it in the music library here is a bit.. [ .. VAGUE HAND GESTURE.. ] Maybe you can help me figure out ones that are a bit more like the one I just danced to so I can gradually grow into it?

[ Tidus is the one often listening to music here, after all. ]
flatteries: (you don't gain a single thing)

[personal profile] flatteries 2020-11-02 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ HELL YEAH IT'S A TEASING CALL OUT.

Though he sure didn't expect Tidus to solve this problem so quickly. Then again, Inigo hardly even knows how to get these things to play music, let alone know how to browse a music library.. He looks half-puzzled as he first glances along over Tidus's shoulder and then looks at the screen proper when the other steps aside. ]


Geez, I suggest a friendship activity, and you immediately turn it into an explanation. [ It's still light though, still joking. He still appreciates the help! ] You're sure it won't accidentally start playing something utterly terrifying if I look at the connected genres?

[ MODERN MACHINERY IS WEIRD AND CAN'T FULLY BE TRUSTED, OKAY. ]
flatteries: (there's no logic in your sadness)

[personal profile] flatteries 2020-11-03 01:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Well, it's just so new, I don't know if--

[ It's a sentence Inigo can't even finish.

Before he knows it, he's pulled right into the dance. And it feels almost joking with the kind of dance move Tidus is doing here. There's a part of Inigo's heart that still worries. What if he sucks at dancing on this music? What if he looks so dumb that Tidus will take back any and all compliments he's given him?

But then he remembers-- ]


.. right. Don't think too much. Just move.

[ It's hard to say whether he's saying it to himself or to Tidus. Especially since he tugs on one of Tidus's arms, pulling the other guy closer and into a proper dance. Not a formal one, since the music sure doesn't suit it, but a dance all the same. Despite being unfamiliar with the music, Inigo does manage to find the rhythm and mood, moving along to it.

And there's an almost odd kind of guidance in his steps on top of it. He's leaving enough room for Tidus to do what he wants, but if he ever doesn't know what to do with his feet or arms, it's like Inigo steps or moves in such a way that provides easy and obvious ways for Tidus to move in tandem. ]
flatteries: (have you forgotten what you have)

[personal profile] flatteries 2020-11-03 08:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[ It's funny. Inigo doesn't even fluster, like he usually does in these situations. Like he would have done for sure if they weren't dancing of all things.

But it's always been like this. Inigo's head is dumb. It overthinks everything at all times, it makes every single emotion he displays be incredibly dumb and over the top, it's way too hard on himself in every way possible. But it's never been like that while dancing. Maybe it's since it reminds Inigo of a better time, but it's like nothing can pull him out of his good mood once he starts.

Instead he just smiles, even laughs, going right along with the move. Falling in line like it's nothing. Like it's just them having fun. Like they didn't discuss some really depressing things within the same hour.

It's easier to just not think. To only feel.

When they're facing each other again, it's this time Inigo who moves their hands - or mostly his own as he sneaks an arm around Tidus this time. His free hand keeps a hold of Tidus's hand, tilting him backwards to dip him. He even playfully leans in a bit with his own face - maybe even a tad too close, but Inigo doesn't seem worried about it right now -, smiling warmly, before moving both of them upright again. ]
flatteries: (walk on water make sure)

[personal profile] flatteries 2020-11-04 08:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ He laughs. It's a soft sound, considering the current mood, but it's so incredibly warm - reflected in his eyes as he looks right back at Tidus. ]

Always.

[ Which is an answer in this context, sure, but also just in general. Because even outside of this silly hypothetical dancing death scenario Inigo would trust Tidus with his life. Without hesitation. He knows Tidus would never let serious harm befall him if he could help it, just like how Inigo wouldn't hesitate to face anything to keep his friend safe.

Even if that may potentially end with him on the ground here. But who cares. Inigo finds it hard to mind the thought of very much anything right now, with the two of them this close, this happy for once. Away from all the thoughts that threaten to tear their hearts into pieces. ]
flatteries: (you don't get)

[personal profile] flatteries 2020-11-05 07:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ Consider him pleasantly surprised that he didn't end up on the floor.

And sure, it may not be the absolute perfect dip, but something about Tidus's constant shifts make it so much better. Him trying to be teasing, feisty, but breaking out into laughter because it's just too much. It's incredibly charming, and Inigo honestly thinks Tidus could get by trying out any dance with just that spark of charm alone.

When Inigo is firmly back with both of his feet on the ground, he moves his arms to wrap them around Tidus's upper back, leaning in to press his face against Tidus's shoulder. It sure doesn't seem like part of the dance - it's just a hug - and despite the fact that the music is still going in the background, Inigo just remains like that for a few moments, not even saying anything. Like he's trying to linger in this mood for a little while more, trying to indulge in it.

Because he did mean what he said earlier. That life is often hard. That it has been hard for a long time. That, even now, there are still times where he wishes he could just give up altogether.

But in this moment, he's glad he didn't. If not just so he could have made it to this. So he can have experienced this very moment. ]


Thanks, Tidus. [ It's mumbled against his shoulder, since Inigo doesn't bother to pull back just yet. ] I'm happy to be here with you right now.
flatteries: (there's no logic in your sadness)

[personal profile] flatteries 2020-11-06 06:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[ At first Inigo doesn't laugh, still just lingering in the hug, in the warmth of the moment. The tingle in his fingertips and in his toes that comes from having danced without caring about anything else for a few moments.

But then Tidus just has to lay his joke on extra thick, and that does draw a slight chuckle from him. ]


It's a little lame. [ But it's said so lightly, like there's hardly any weight to those words. Like they are hardly even spoken. ] But I like it that way.

[ He sighs, then sucks in a breath, lingering in the embrace for another moment before he finally pulls back. The music is still playing, but really, it's more like background music at this point. ]

I guess.. I'll keep trying my best to do what makes me happy. Like dancing. And being near you.
flatteries: (i used to feel it too)

[personal profile] flatteries 2020-11-06 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ IS THAT REALLY A POSITIVE THOUGH.

Inigo is so not ready for the Horrifying Ordeal Of Being Known. He would have been perfectly fine keeping this dancing hobby to himself, really. Or.. well, maybe sharing it with a few really, really close friends isn't as bad, he's figured now. He will definitely be revisiting the memory of dancing like that with Tidus later on, after all. Maybe in his dreams.

Hopefully in his dreams. It'd be a nice break from all the nightmares he's had before. Just a reminder of that nice, warm moment, where everything felt okay for once.

But for now he's in the present, and still very much faced with the idea of Taiki drawing him. Terrifying. His face is starting to get so red. ]


You're kidding, right?

[ Right? Come on, Tidus. That's your kidding grin, isn't it. ]
flatteries: (alone i fight these animals)

post holding is exactly what i do all day at work though

[personal profile] flatteries 2020-11-07 12:50 pm (UTC)(link)
You're definitely kidding!

[ Or if he isn't, then Inigo still doesn't want to hear about this, okay. This idea is mortifying in a way that's unlike anything else he's ever had to deal with. Inigo's face is still red - so really, Tidus is still getting that reaction he was angling for - but he's latching onto the sides of Tidus's arms, shaking him back and forth like a discontent toddler. ]

Come on, Tidus! You can't just joke about this! It's a big, scary deal for me, alright! [ BE NICER TO THE SENSITIVE BABY. ]

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